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Mon Apr 13, 2009, 11:54 PM
  • Mood: Pity
  • Listening to: George Benson - Greatest Love of All
  • Reading: ROTK, Varlkyrie Profile (Lenneth Story)
  • Watching: -
  • Playing: Lineage 2 : Gracia
  • Eating: gulai
  • Drinking: saliva
maybe i found beauty in sorrow..
i hope this not gives a bad effect to my health.
people will die if too much suffer, too much bitterness, too much heart aches.

currently i think im in a great suffer of a great loss..
i become stranger to my self.
i never been like this before.
i never cry again. how deep they hurt me
i never gives a shit for my mother's insults
i dont know myself anymore
i just sitting all days in front of my PC and browse the internet.
think like i wanna run away fron the reality.
run away from the place that gives me no benefit at all..
otherwise just gives me more tension,..

a little thing about the tension my parents gave me,
when they in a fight, they keep saying : "look at your child!"
"its not my child! your child!"
like.. nobody accept me.. feel like trash...
no matter how hard i try to please them, they just want more
all i wanted just a family.
but now is different. i dont want them at all.. even if they change in consistent

now that im sure that i got too much suffer, and alone all along,
while i just stay quiet, but they keep disturbing me..
let's see what this suffer gave me in the end.
will it kill me? or will i conquer it? or will it be my best friend and habbit?

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i love this song only when the singer is George Benson.
he is a genius. at first i hate this song when withney houston sing it.
sounds annoying.... but when i heard the simple version by George Benson,
i'm starting to like this song.

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I believe the children are our future
Teach them well and let them lead the way
Show them all the beauty they possess inside
Give them a sense of pride to make it easier
Let the children's laughter remind us how we used to be
Everybody is searching for a hero
People need someone to look up to
I never found anyone to fulfill my needs
A lonely place to be
So I learned to depend on me

I decided long ago, never to walk in anyone's shadows
If I fail, if I succeed
At least I live as I believe
No matter what they take from me
They can't take away my dignity
Because the greatest love of all
Is happening to me
I found the greatest love of all
Inside of me
The greatest love of all
Is easy to achieve
Learning to love yourself
It is the greatest love of all

And if by chance, that special place
That you've been dreaming of
Leads you to a lonely place
Find your strength in love

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even though i listening to this song, read the lyrics,
i still dont know the meaning of the last lyrics.

"And if by chance, that special place
That you've been dreaming of
Leads you to a lonely place
Find your strength in love"

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  • Current Residence: Poluttted Capital
  • Interests: gaming, music, One Piece, ROTK
  • Favourite movie: One Piece movie, ROTK
  • Favourite band or musician: Yasunori Mitsuda
  • Favourite genre of music: any music that sounds nice
  • Favourite artist: Mike Shinoda
  • Favourite poet or writer: Lou Guan Zhong
  • Favourite style of art: semi realis, semi abstract, surealist
  • Favourite game: strategic game. for online, i prefer game which uses skill, so leveling doesnt nesscesary
  • Favourite gaming platform: Playstation series
  • Favourite cartoon character: One Piece : Zoro, Nami, Ruffy; Rave : Musica, Reina; American cartoon : spiderman
  • Personal Quote: there is already no way to save the crew...!!!
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eeh...di-add jg!! :D
makasih yaaaaa!!!

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yo hohoho~

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there is already no way to save the crew...!!!
if i can't even protect my captain's dream,
then whatever ambition i have is nothing but just talk!
ngga semua kok @@~

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there is already no way to save the crew...!!!
if i can't even protect my captain's dream,
then whatever ambition i have is nothing but just talk!
Thank you very much for the watch =)

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Haiii salam kenal yah! :)

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1. To yourself, say the name of the only guy or girl
you wanna be with 3 times!











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2. Think of something you wanna accomplish within the
next week and say it to your self 6 times!!











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3. If you had 1 wish what would it be? say it to
yourself 9 times!!!








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4. Think of something that you want to happen between
you and that 1special person and say it to your self
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wishes and as you scroll down focus and concentrate on
it and think on nothing else but that wish.











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Now make one last & final wish about that one wish
that you picked.







After reading this, you have 1 hour to send it out to
15 people, and what you wished for will come true
within in one week!







u only get one chance!!!!! Now scroll down and think
of your
crush!!!



























































Keep going

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Keep going







































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going








































!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!












Did you think of your crush? I hope so, that was your
last chance. Now pay very close attention this
important message!



Sorry but once read, must be sent. Yes, this is one of
those kinda chain letters that everyone hates. This
one has been going since 1864 and if you break this
chain, you will pay!!!!!! Remember that after hearing
these stories.







First Example:



Take Barbra Wallace.. She was a pretty lucky girl, up
till she got this same chain letter. She had a crush
on the same kid since kindergarden. when she got this
mail she didn't pay any attention to it. She just
thought, no big deal. And deleted it. The next day her
dad got fired and her mom dies in a car crash. If she
would have sent the letter none of that would have
happened and her mom would be alive.







Second Example:



Try Freddie D. Now Freddie D. was your average nerd.
Had glasses, was short and chubby, was in gifted. All
the signs of
your total dork. He also received this letter and sent
it to 51
people in the hour. Now, like Barbra, he had a crush
on a girl since 3rd grade. The next day after sending
the chain the girl confessed her love for him ever
since 3rd grade. Freddie D. finally had the courage to
ask her out, and of course, she had been waiting to
yes to that for years. They grew up and
married each other to live happily forever.







Third Example:



Now if you couldn't relate to the others, this'll get
ya hooked. Listen to this. A kid named Jordan Johnson
was just getting on AOL to check his mail. He was a
quiet kid, not that popular but not a geek either. he
was just normal. He saw he had mail from his friend.
It was this exact letter. Now Jordan Johnsen was a
smart kid and he knew what could happen if he didnt
pass it on. He simply pulled a few friends from his
buddy list and sent it along. The next day, about that
same time, he got a phone call. It said he had won the
lottery!
then his dad came home and bought him a new bike! His
mom bought him Nintendo64 and play station! His
grandmother sent him a new computer, and his best
friend
gave him tickets to the concert he wanted to go to,
Kid Rock and Limp Bizkit! Then he inherited a
brand-new tv from his aunt! He was goin' wild! the
next day his secret crush asked him out, and they have
been going out ever since.







Now, you heard the stories. I know which person i'd
rather
be, but thats up to you. I wouldn't wanna end up like
Barbra but thats only me. We all want what we cant
have but now's ur chance to go out withthat special
somebody ur waiting for. Take it or leave it. If you
send this to-



1 person- you will lose all luck in ur love life.....
forever!!!!!



10 people- your crush will say they like you as a
friend...... ONLY!!!!!



15 people- your crush will say they like you



20 people- your crush will ask you out!



25 people- your crush will kiss you!!



30 people - Your crush will make out with you



35 people or more- All of the above!!



Don't blow it, it's ur chance to shine! Have
everything u wanted, and more! Now, complaining cus u
dont have any
friends. Well theres an answer 4 everything. It's
simple, just go in a chat room, pick some names and
send away! but here's the catch..... you only have 1
hour

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